..at the bottom of your stomach whenever you remember something funny he said? Or when you think about that text he sent you a few hours ago that kept you smiling till now?  Or when you realize that you’ll soon be able to finally hear his beautiful voice and see his beautiful face? That feeling like nothing else in the world matters when you’re with him? That’s love.

- I wish I had love. It sounds like the most amazing thing in the world.

I saw this on my friend’s instagram and it totally made me think of a few past relationships. I’m pretty sure there are like a million other people out there that feel the same way. 

These are two of my little brothers that I LOVEEEE oh-so-much. Whenever I feel like the world is crumbling away beneath my feet, I just have to come home and spend some time with these little boogers and everything becomes picture perfect once more. Now as I sit here in this room that doesn’t belong to me, I wish I could see their faces in front of mine to reassure me that everything will be alright. That all the pieces will come together and life might be able to finally take a smoother course for a little while.

(Source: thecrazyfilipino, via mistuhron)

April 22, 2012

Nicholas really wanted a haircut today so I decided to make his hair look as sexy as the origin. (Yes, Taeyang dude.) Bahahaha ! I really like the look on Nicky so I hope he likes it too. In other news, I feel like this whole awakening thing is pretty cool at the moment. Except that I caught this stupid piece of shit cold cos of the stupid piece of shit weather California’s been having lately. Seriously, WTFFFF Cali ?! Why you being so bipolar boo-thang? My stomach hurts, but I want chocolate. What a lovely combination.